within limits
and it's a good feeling.
so very liberating.
and before you clamber into making anything of what i mean - i'm just loosening up in terms of freeing my thoughts while not giving up my values, listening to ''simple'' music that means what it says (like the awesome band Passion Pit) instead of the usual crazy indie stuff i like that has ten layers of meaning sometimes, using the word ''awesome'' more - not like me, bracing the fact that i cannot know what lies ahead next week and being totally alright with that, reading strange books i normally wouldn't (well it's been awhile since i've read absolutely anything including the papers. *snort*).
mind you, this is not loosening up to the point where i lose a sense of who i am and what i stand for.
this is simply taking myself off the hook i always seem to put myself on. i truly am harsh on myself, it's so tiring. well before i was this harsh, i was too liberal and i don't want to be that either. that would be me going backwards in my books, and we don't want that.
i think *gasp* i'm evolving (whew) and i love it *grin*.
oh hey and look, i just wrote without a single capital letter.
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